I get see my girlly today she shall be back from the eourops :)
as i sit here a lone consumed in thought, one ideal ring high above them all.
its an infection that i cant shake, a ache deep in my bones.
always there when i sleep, not leaving at wake.
i cant beat this feeling, not that i want too at all.
i told myself i wont, i said i cant, but who am to say?
always believed in control but not for this.
thought love was a lie, thought love was a myth.
something made up for girls, a label for family.
no, now i see it much scrounger than me.
it takes what it wants and gives you the world.